Two years ago, I was in Tampa Florida, facing widespread liver metastases from an aggressive melanoma that had spread from my right shoulder, in spite of a year of interferon injections. I was placed on an experimental immunotherapy called ipilumumab, a new drug that had not been approved for use, and only available as part of a clinical trial.
After two doses, I faced a life threatening complication of a pan-colitis, an autoimmune side effect that left me unable to eat for two months, losing 35 pounds, and leaving me quite weak. I was not eligible for the 7 further planned doses of the medication.
Miraculously, within months, all the liver disease disappeared. A 10 cm mass outside my liver was shrinking steadily. Every three months the mass shrunk by 20-30%, until it was only 2.3 cm in diameter, or over 90% smaller.
As of the CT in July, the mass ceased to shrink. The question was then - was this scar tissue, or active cancer that was no longer responding? A PET-CT scan was done in Halifax over a week ago. This detects and quantifies any evidence of metabolic activity in the mass, or elsewhere in the body. Fortunately, there was no evidence of any metabolic activity in the mass, suggesting it was inactive scar tissue. Furthermore, there were no other areas of abnormal activity, helping to rule out other previously unsuspected spread.
In short, at this time, I appear to be without any active cancer. Considering that two years ago, the best results with a highly toxic therapy was a 10% remission rate, this is nothing short of miraculous.
I continue to require regular CT imaging, next in four months, and then at reduced frequency for life. Melanoma has a strange pattern of recurrence, much like some breast cancers, so being disease free for even five years is not a guarantee. However, none of us are born with a guarantee.
I feel well, though I don't have the inexhaustible energy I have exploited over many years. I continue to work out two to three days a week, with the discipline of my trainer Steve Mallett. His mantra, that it is up to us to be brutally consistent, is very appropriate.
I am surrounded by a loving family, good friends, and a profound sense that we are not alone in this world. I am very grateful for what appears to be more time. I am fully aware that this is not earned or deserved, as I have far to many patients that deserve this and are not so fortunate. I am constantly reminded that life is a journey, time is precious, and our relationships are our greatest currency.
Blessings,
Ian
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Thanks for sharing. Congratulations on the life loving lessons. Smile inspiring.
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